keep me going.

home sweet home.

Haengbok!

it isn’t that bad afterall.

:D

its not easy letting go.

it starts of with gathering the seeds, plowing the land before sowing them.
the process of seeing the seeds growing is the sweetest as everyday is filled with elements of surprise and anticipation. it’s of course great to see them growing into seedlings from seed.

the farmer and the family would be eager for harvesting period. they put in extra effort to nurture them, hoping one day they will grow from seeds, to seedlings, to the flower and lastly, bearing fruits.

along the way, the environmental factor comes in making it harder for the growth. some may wither, some may die. while those survived may not bear any fruits.

ultimately, its only when you get to taste the fruits harvested, then you’ll know whether or not they are of your liking or fresh for consumption.

i wish i could get to plant the same seeds again.

<3 2 2 2

two stabs in the heart.

just when i thought things are all right at home,
I overheard my parents quarreling the moment i got home.

it sucks big time, when you wish the one that matters could get back to you asap, but end up turning nonchalant about everything.

nevertheless i am glad jiajun is the only one that understands me inside out.
thanks bestie. :)

i gave up.

it wasn’t a good day to begin with today.
i skipped my physical training so I could have an additional hour of sleep knowing the fact that I would get a CE point deducted every time I skip a session.

i thought my team did a fairly good job in creating and solving the problem trigger today but was quite taken aback that our works were all good individually but bad as a live performance.

it was school dismissal! I thought I could just leave the room and rush home quickly then i realised I had to return the equipments back to the sta lab.

i was on my way home then i receieved a call from school saying that I didn’t return the damn key and was told to return by tomorrow morning!

i thought it was shitty enough but i was wrong…

it is more miserable to misplaced my 2weeks old thumbdriveeeeeee which contain files that have to be uploaded for school work….

fishcake.

i won’t bother anymore.

evolution!

hahaha, i hope i don’t venture so much into film or visual arts.
i am a sonic artist’s student! :D



i remembered i was once told by the poly band conductor, “if you choose to mia, you can mia forever”

i made the right choice and I left in the end.

and come to think of it, the quote seems so applicable now.
byebye, off you go.

hahahha

mom shocked the hell out of me when she sent me a message saying dad got admitted to hosiptal.

it is just a body check up on the heart to ensure there isn’t any blockage of arteries.
sigh…

I hope daddy is fine.
I only wish for happiness and health.

nothing else. nothing.